So, today my hopes and dreams of watching the new True Blood tonight were crushed. A certain someone's mom *cough* Rachael *cough* makes me wanna punch infants. Anyways, not much happening lately and I have found myself even too bored (or just plain lazy) to even post a new blog. But, alas, here it is. Maybe just for you Erika =] Here are my thoughts and word vomit for the day....maybe the week.....
I have found myself working very much lately which is a great thing, brinin in that dinero. Still very angry with this stupid desert; I don't think I'll ever get over that though. I am constantly finding myself just sitting around with nothing to do which just feeds my irritation and makes me feel, sometimes, that I'm a manic depressant. I can be having the happiest of days, or even just laid back and relaxing and become irritable or angry with most people around me. And even then my mood will shift again to becoming "depressed" about not being with someone, or where I'm living, or how I'm so lame because I have nothing to do on a Saturday night. I know it sounds trivial and childish, but these are the mixed up things going on in my head 24/7.
Not really sure what to do about all of this, but i do know it weighs more and more on my conscience everyday and seems like it's getting harder to just put aside and ignore. And of course I'm always stressed about other things that most of my family doesn't know about and always thinking about how, when, and even if I'll ever tell them these things.
So, blog and dearest readers, there is today's, or this weeks latest vent session. if you have any feedback feel free to comment or text or call. I could really use some time out and away, any form of hanging out would be much appreciated. Hit me up and let's find some shade, ya digg?
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